Dear Happiness,
How are you?
I don't know why I'm askin' if you won't answer
I told death to take me,
so I'm just waiting.
And I took this time to apologize, if I accused you of being cruel and things like that
It's not your fault sadness kicked you out
but why didn't you come back?
Dear Happiness,
when I'm gone, visit my grave,
and remember that some of my days YOU made them grey
if i could muster the courage
i'd ask You to grow young with me
as time keeps moving forward without us, i can't help but think that day
by day; smile
by fake smile
i'm losing You to Neverland
i'm selfish enough that i wish i could find a new way to clip Your wings
everytime You tried to say
goodbye
because goodbye means going away and
going away means forgetting
you flying away and forgetting me somewhere along the second star to the right
is probably inevitable
but how am i supposed to live eternally (alone)
in those moments when i catch a glimpse of the You i remember
a flickering flame of mischief returning to the hardened eyes of a
The Monster in your head by slipcast-chrysalism, literature
Literature
The Monster in your head
I can do this [you know you can't]
I'm not a loser [who are you kidding]
I'm not weak [come on, you practically cry yourself to sleep]
I'll make it through [yea because you have no other choice]
They like me [like you? You don't even like yourself]
I will not cry again [then why are your eyes all red?]
I'm beautiful [then why don't you look at yourself in the mirror]
I will not let them push me down [you know you can't stand up for yourself]
I'm me [then why do you fake yourself to be popular]
STOP IT [stop what? I'm just telling what you don't want to see! Stop fooling yourself, you're a loser and you'll always be]
Used.
You lied to me,
Cheated me,
Used me.
You never loved me,
Never needed,
Never cared.
You took what you wanted,
And threw me away.
You abandoned me.
Left me standing here,
Alone and so hurt.
You never loved me,
You used me.
And I will never forgive you.
I've supported everything you've done to me;
imagined all the things you promised we'd be.
You managed to betray me, though I still loved you through the shame;
the sweet compliments stopped me from telling you the same.
Torment and pain I secretly kept inside;
but now I'll speak out, I've got nothing to hide.
You tricked me into believing;
your loving eyes so deceiving.
Now that I see right through to your intentions;
my hurt and scars I'm not afraid to mention.
No longer will I be told what to do;
I'll stand up for myself, even if it means losing you.
Dreaming of everything we could've, should've done;
wondering if it was your
Revenge
You think that we've forgotten,
But forgotten I have not,
I hold your soul within my fist,
Forever it will rot.
I thought I use to love you,
But I guess that I was wrong.
I know now that I hate you,
And your torture will be long.
How will I start? I would not know,
What I will do I fear,
It's hard to make a human being
Suffer when they once were dear.
I tighten my grip,
You scream in pain,
I look at my hand,
I don't see the stain.
Silence.
Dead? No.
Life means nothing anymore.
The circle turns.
Time goes on,
You are lost forever.
I know you're lost,
And down I kneel,
You cannot know the pain I feel.
I am sorr